we live learn and we grow

it's been a while but i'm inspired. i had an amazing day. i'm inspired to do great things, in small ways. i need to buy a freakin bike. and get a camera.

i've changed.. i'm changing. my ideals are changing to shape my environment- for better or for worse. i like partying, i like real shit. i like substantial relationships, i like fun. i'm becoming more relaxed but in tune with certain things still. i love being on campus, i hate school. i'm pescetarian now. i feel bad, but for reasons i shouldn't worry about, moreso about "selling out" but hey.. those who matter don't mind and those who mind don't matter.. not when it comes to family apparently but anyhow..

i got ready for bed tonight with my roommate lauren. this has happened only a few times, we got in bed at the same time and ended up talking for two hours. i live for this shit. i haven't had my own room since i lived at home. unfortunately for me, i switched from herbal to black tea when nighttime came, somehow forgetting that i am very sensitive to caffeine.

i am fucking thankful for everything i have in my life. all the frustrations and remorse we may feel brings us to the present. i took the bus home with fatin yesterday and that was pretty amazing as well. people are spectacular. i guess i talk about the same shit every time, i have a hard time writing these days. i had a lotta pictures i would have posted instead of text, but felt the need to write about this shit so i'll save them for later. i just love life and love the up and the up. always looking forward to the next sweetest thing.