the number after twenty

21 is kinda legit, i really hope there is some new ground for my parents and i to accomplish to, i've got many new perspectives lately, i mean it's only been a few days. it's been fucking hella hard at home with my mom yelling at me daily for being a piece of shit and what not, but i think after tnoight it may get a little better.

anyhow today was the longest day ever being a jobless freshly 21 year old, but i think as fucking final fight says.. FRIDAY NIGHT PARTY NIGHT. i love jeffrey chou. he came out tonight and i accidentally tackled him. he gave me a new perspective on parents after 21. paving the way for my sister and shit. anyways it was the best ever, being 21 being able to see your friends from another city, and actually being able to hang out with them at night.

the beauty of knowing how to type is pretty amazing. i'm not real sober but the fact that i'm not even dictating my fingers to do things but this message is still able to come across ont he screen is pretty legit. we were talking about idealist vs individual tonight and it was pretty interesting. maybe my fatal flaw is being stuck between the two. i think that people should be responsible for their fuckign selves in the big picture, but the thing is that people are idiots and don't know shit. so in that sense i am freaking idealist, where i think that one person's actions dictate the actions of all others whom follow in their footsteps, i don't know.

anyhow yelp.com is really awesome for finding new places to hang out. and just growing up in general and learning new things about yourself as a person, a human being, a person that is capable of making an impact on others, as well as making an impact on yourself, and loving who you are knowing where you stand.. is a pretty amazing feeling. i love my friends, i love what they do for me, and i only hope that i can do the same for them. i love my family too and hope that one day they can understand or at least accept my lifestyle as a first generation asian american.......

peas and peace on mother fucking earth