i'm awake, it's morning.

as if being sick with a stuffy/runny nose ain't bad enough, a pimple almost always happens to form on the nostril somewhere. thanks a lot.

anyways sometimes i like to put on perfume before getting to bed. you know, people do that sometimes. anyways, i realized i can't smell shit right now. and for the first time i tried to imagine what it'd feel like to not have the sense of smell. or rather, to have had it and then to lose it. the first scent that came to mind is lavender. rather the first thought. cause i can't imagine what it smells like right now, and i also know that i don't really enjoy it.

just another of many many things that i take for granted on the daily. if you's reading this, take a moment to think of a few things you enjoy the scent of and imagine it, for practice.. just in case.